self-destruction at its finest"why do you think you're alone in this?"
"because i am. because everyone is."
"but they can feel. they can feel what you feel. they can understand. they're alive."
"and you're a fucking liar."
"why won't you let anyone touch you?"
"because i don't have any bones."
"what about blood?"
"no."
"a heartbeat?"
"not even."
"then what do you have?"
"a whole lot of shit."
"and what if you did have bones?"
"then i'd want to dress up the world in sandstone and diamonds and honey and ashes so somebody would think about giving a damn for once."
"you're angry."
"damn right."
"then scream."
"right now?"
"right now."
"are you crazy?"
"are you?"
"screaming makes you crazy."
"do you want to be crazy?"
"no."
"why not?"
"because no one would love me if i were crazy."
"you think so?"
"i know so."
"but i could love you. even without sandstone and honey, i could love you."
"even if i were crazy?"
"yes.
Dreams Like Smoke I'm a burnt-out boy with a broken guitar and three wishes to spare. I sleep with them under my pillow and try to dream of happiness. But I know that you'll disappear if I open my eyes. So I told you I thought I loved you but you just looked at me with those eyes and said
This isn't a fairytale, lover boy.
We both know I'm too young to recognize the taste of tears.
I wished for fiery passion.
And your lips tasted like ashes.
I wished that you'd see me for who I am.
for a pulse.she's a hurricane, you'll never hold her.:thumb194377512:
she breaks empires and leave them to drift along the wrinkles of galaxies. her energy is more than human, her twists and turns are elegantly dark. her power is not for the mind.
she'll toss her winds at you, tearing flesh from bone as she eats your screams and lick your acid pain off her cracking lips. her tongue is black with lies and you can hear lucifer laugh while hiding in the corners of her teeth.
she'll soak you in cries of the dead and fish you out with a fork to place you almost lovingly on her plate. she trails her finger down your spine and you gasp, realising how your bones feel like a butterfly's wings while she is harsh diamond. but you won't even run.
she'll kiss your lips only to steal your words and rob your breath. she waits for the liquid pearls to fall from your eyes before she smiles and lifts you from hell- and into the fire. your demons break free from the mirror and strangle your heart, dancing against your ribcage.
but
ImaginationShe spends her hours out of her mind:thumb197085433:
Using her imagination to pass the hours
That same imagination is used to scare her
And when she's alone
Her mind runs wild
But in the end she becomes scared of her own
Shadow
She imagines herself in another world
Working for a slave driver
Or working for her tribe
Until a mysterious boy of her own age
Comes and tempts her with stories of
Far away lands
When she walks through the trees
She swears she sees creatures or beings
Clad in white
At first she enjoys it but then
She runs with fright, as she believes that
She is no longer alone with just her mind
With unseen foes chasing her
And gnarled hands clutching for her
At night in the fragile safety of her bed
She dreams of far away lands and a
Mysterious prince
Who'll unwittingly lead her into his arms
And just like in a faerie tale sweep her off her
Stumbling feet
Then with her mind racing disasters unfold
Hearts torn and lost
Her hero becomes a villain
Yet she still finds herself lured to him
Their
Don't let her whisper your name.I would be lying if I said I forgot.
Lying, if I said I don't want to feel it again.
It's irresistible.
It's uncontrollable.
It's almost unexplainable.
It's our dance.
I never had to teach.
She never needed to learn.
The synchrony was always perfect.
From the first second to the last one.
Every single time.
A simple touch,
a simple breath,
a simple desire,
and the world would explode.
So we were in a universe apart.
Dancing, an unknown song.
We never rehearsed it, it never went wrong.
It's just like I said.
The synchrony was always perfect.
As if we could feel each other.
As if we were created for each other.
Do you believe in fate?
I don't, but I thought about it.
But don't matter.
Not anymore.
We got lost in the middle of the way.
And we just carry on, as if nothing happened.
I admit it.
We never got along well with our mouths open.
We never agree on any decision.
We never take similar lifestyles.
She used to drive me crazy.
In whatever she said.
In whatever she did.
We were totally
Day 05: shiny pink rosesI know I promised:thumb195817075: :thumb195911019:
but there was no time
and I got dozens
of lovely little
papercuts on my
fingertips, but I
didn't really mind,
'cause I was trying
to get it all done
'cause they were for you
and I wanted to
make you happy, too;
one day, I'll finish
several dozen
Nine SecondsFirst Second
Oh my gosh I hope my breath doesn't smell bad.
Second Second
I don't even know what I'm doing or what I'm supposed to be doing.
Third Second
Like... where am I supposed to put my tongue?
Fourth Second
How long does she want this to last for?
Fifth Second
The taste of her lipstick is... cute.
Sixth Second
And her lips are so soft...
Seventh Second
What is this mysterious explosion of butterflies!
Eighth Second
What's happened to the rest of my body?
Ninth Second
I'm flying!
Tenth Second
No...
Come back....
Forever isn't over yet!
Facts Of LifeLife doesn't make sense.:thumb194270373:
It's not suppose to.
You live to die.
That's life.
You can't rush death.
You can't rush life.
You live it how it is.
You choose how your life is.
It's not meant to be good.
It's only meant for you to make the best of what you have.
You can't have everything you want.
You can't have it all good.
Life sucks.
Be happy with what you have.
You might think your life sucks,
But there are others who live worse lives.
Stay positive in this negative world,
And make your life worth living.
Emotional InsideThere is another side of me,
A heart that dwells inside of me,
A fear that swells inside of me.
It festers in my soul.
Behind protective walls it hides,
Tucked away, deep inside.
No matter how hard you try,
You'll only see what I want.
Break down these walls and you'll see,
The emotional inside of me.
A shielded heart I hide away,
That you can't see, try as you may.
She's the girl...She's the girl whose strawberry lips
Shape velvet promises with the taste
Of sweet venom
The silent whisper of liquid lies
You'd blissfully soak in
To feel them poison your whole body
She's the girl with the ocean-blue eyes
Considerate warmth in the form
Of ice-cold diamonds
The embrace of appealing waters
You'd voluntarily breathe in
To feel them mercilessly fill your lungs
She's the girl with swan-like hands
Gentle killers moving with the grace
Of a dream-dancer
The tangency of flattering steel
You'd undauntedly welcome
To feel them claw your vulnerable skin
She's the girl with shattered dreams
Still holding onto the visionary hopes
Of an artless child
The aches of an impassible embrace
She'd gratefully accept
To feel them replace her inanition