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Watching from a far.
Watching you love her kills me.

Story of my life really.Don't tell me how i'm supose to be feeling...
It's something I have to work out myself.
Don't feed them lies about me anymore.
It get's back to me before you're finished.
Don't try and make me feel bad about you.
It doesn't work anymore. I've grown up.
Stop trying to destroy my life at every chance.
You're failing, it's only making me stronger.

And i'm not telling you want to do, i'm only warning you.

Easy A.So lets get rolling with it.
Going to dress it up for you.
I'm going to pull an 'Easy A'.
I'll do it proudly i'm not half hearted.
Sticks and stones may break my bones, but names will never hurt me.

I'm not fake I don't spread lies.
I'll shake my hips and hypnotize.
I'll dress it up, i'll dress it down.
Make your boys heads turn around.
Sticks and stones may break my bones, but names will never hurt me.

I do circles around the small town.
By all the people you tried misguide.
Smiling brightly at there shocked faces.
That will keep you talking for awhile..
but like I said...
Sticks and stones may break my bones, but names wil

absence of colour.he sees in black and white, but mostly black.

black comes around when he squeezes his eyes shut, when he doesn't want to know what's going
on around him, when he wants to be alone. black overtakes him so often, and he tries to conjure
up images of rainbows and smiles, but everything's still black, black, black. his eyes flicker left and
right, but they're empty and they don't see anything. he stays at home so often, unwilling to step
out into the world, not knowing if it's morning or night, if he's worthy to be out there. sometimes
he curls up tight in bed and cries, hot tears leaking out from the corners of his eyes and blending

10 days, day one
Day one, ten things to ten different people.
Person one.
- You're my best friend and precious don't you forget it.
- You mean everything to me.
- You're one of the best things to happen.
- You keep me strong. You hold me up.
- It hurts when I can't help you.
- I wish I could make everything better but I know I can't.
- If I could be there you know I would.
- I hate when we fight.
- It hurts me to see you hurt.
- If I could turn back time just for you I would.

Person two.
-I realise I probably couldn't live without you now.
-That doesn't surprise me one bit.
-Sometimes I think I annoy you even if you say I don't.
-You became

eight ways to win my heart.eight ways to win my heart.

It's not a science, and if I was to know what it took to win my heart I could tell you, but right now i'd be only guessing.

I'm an easy girl to please, It doesn't take much to make me smile. I'm not a toy so treat me right. When i'm having my 'scary dreams' hug me and tell me it's going to be okay. I'm the type of girl who loves to laugh, and joke around. But I know how to be serious when need be. If I tell you my secrets, keep them safe. I actually like hearing about what goes on in your world and with your mates so don't be afraid to tell me things. Above all that I really just like knowing your there

Perfectly Imperfect. I never claimed to be perfect to anyone, about anything.

I never said I
was a perfect
poet or writer.
But I write
from my heart
and feelings.
I'm told that
makes a good
poet and writer,
anyway.

I never said I'd
be the perfect
friend. But I'm
the best I can
be. My friends
they love me
Just the way
I am. So I have
to be doing
something
right, right?

I never said I
would be the
perfect student.
Even though
I try as hard
as I can. I
never promised
good grades.
But I please
the teachers,
with what I
get...

I never said I
would be the
most perfect
daughter I
know that my
parents want
me to be. Bu

Fire in my veins.There is fire in my veins.
Fire, fire.
I can't help it as it exploads.
White hot running through,
Changing me Slowly...
This is a sure thing now.
Driven by hate and anger.
I can't help that it spreads.
There is fire in my veins.
Fire, fire.
--

There is a fire in my veins.
Fire, fire.
It's the rushing of hope.
The cool spreading,
Of something so hot...
This is extreamly different.
Driven by passion and hope.
To make a difference.
There is fire in my veins.
Fire, fire.

Moments When I'm Happiest.There are times when I'm happy.
I'm having fun when we 'plan.'
Plan our futures that are quite far away.
'And when we're older in a nursing home,'
'We will chase each other around.'
'We will have our own garden,'
'And electric wheelchairs.'

Those moments when we ''fellowship.''
You make me smile at the simple things.
We giggle at planning our future that's near.
'I want a bunny, and or a puppy.'
'And a puppy**' you would correct me.
'Oh and a bird I want a bird.'
'Budgies are cute.' you would chime in.

I know we will try our hardest,
To see these plans coming about.
We both know it's that best friend sister bond.
'We can l

hesitant.
you leave your pile of papers neatly on your desk when he calls you to the park one night.
pulling on a jumper, you head out to your balcony and jump down.

you're quiet as he talks, soft words curling around the tip of his tongue. the two of you are
alone in the park near his place, and the stars twinkle through the trees. it's cold, but you
think you'll be fine as long as he's by you. but you don't tell him that, of course. then you
start to wonder how cold he is, or if he's even cold at all. he loves winter, he loves watching
snowflakes fall. you remember him saying once, snowflakes fall hesitantly, like they know
that they'l

Broken Promises.
"I'll always be around."
You promised me sweetly.
It wasn't like I forced you.
But you seemed willing.
"I care about you, ya know?"
You seemed so honest.
It wasnt like I caused you to.
But I did start to believe you.

You made promises to me,
We knew you couldn't keep.
You broke them one by one,
Never apologizing.
Never looking back on it.
You knew darn well I'd be there.
I wouldn't leave you.
Because I promised you too.

That's okay, I still love you anyway.

Perfect Girl. If I told you how I really felt,
You would see how much pain I'm in.
And if you saw how much pain I was in,
You would know how broken I am.
And if you knew how broken I was,

I wouldn't be the perfect girl you see me as.

Don't worry he's harmless.'Argh jerk.' I said sighing.
'Don't worry about him he's harmless.' One of my mates said chuckling at me.
'Oh yeah of course he is.' I replied half smiling.

'Oh yeah, you think.' I said giggling at him.
'No, I know.' He said smiling warmly at me.
I sobered with the seriousness in his voice.

'What was your first impression of me.' He asked.
'Uh.' I stammered going bright red.
'Come on, it can't be that bad.' He said laughing.

'So.' He asked kissing my nose.
'So, what now?' I said leaning into him.
'I kiss you properly.' He said simply.

'Rawr.' I jumped out from behind the tree.
'Ooh you really scared me.' He teased.
'Shush you.'

Fear of words. My lips trembled as I listened for the words about to come.
I sat there silently, hoping they wouldn't, maybe he wouldn't say them.
Realizing there is nothing that will change hearts and minds tonight.
Silently impatiently dreading the next words to escape him.
"I don't want you anymore" he finally said.

There they were the five words I never wanted to hear, but just did.
My emotions over took me, emptiness consumed me whole.
The feeling you get when you thought they might have changed.
The contradiction, how you tried to convince yourself that.
and all I could choke out was "okay."

When your world crashes down.
'How do you tell someone you're not getting better?' I screamed and cried at her.
'I don't know.' She answered quietly comming to sit next to me.
'I can't do it.' I whispered.
'Yes you can, you have too.' she replied hugging me.

---

'What?' he stammered into the phone.
I sighed choking up a bit. 'I'm not getting better.'
'But why? how?' he said now choking up himself.
'I'm sorry, I understand if you don't want to see me again.' I said whispering both of us crying now.

---

'Did you tell him?' She questioned.
'Yeah I did.' I replied.
'Annnnd.' She said stretching the word out.
'He want's to see me tomorrow.' I said tears still in

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Kissing in the rain.

by ~HayleighElizabeth, Dec 6, 2010, 4:31:34 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

^{And when we're in a middle of a fight,
your lips come crashing down on mine.

Those are the things I miss.}

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~HayleighElizabeth Dec 23, 2010

!! Thankyou :3

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~Kira73 Dec 23, 2010

Very welcome.

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~HayleighElizabeth Dec 23, 2010

^_^

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~99percentdevil Dec 17, 2010 Hobbyist Writer

Sometimes short is great

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~Evairy Dec 14, 2010

^{wow. that's just the type of piece to hit you right in the middle of where everything hurts so much. beautiful.}

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~HayleighElizabeth Dec 14, 2010

Thank you

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~steppingskyward Dec 8, 2010 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

QUIT PULLIN MAI HEARTSTRINGS IT FUCKIN HURTS.

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~HayleighElizabeth Dec 8, 2010

hah? sowwy?

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