Pure utter sunshineI think you’re wonderful.Pure utter sunshine by HayleighElizabeth
I believe in you.
You’re worth more than all the stars in the sky.
You are more than your college degrees, more than what you give yourself credit for.
You are worth it, you are worth something, you are worth the life you are living and the blessings you have.
People love you for you, and they see past your flaws and even though you can’t, I know I love you, and I can see past them, I accept them like you should, simply, I know you, sometimes maybe more than you know yourself because you wont allow yourself to know the best parts of you.
They make you who you are, and who you are is pretty darn amazing.
The way you can make people laugh, how you make people feel, how you make me feel, how you lift up everyone around you because you don’t want to see them down, it’s because you have a glow and life in you that I don’t see in many people.
You care, though I wish you would care about yourself like I do.
You deserve it.
UntitledWhen I was six.Untitled by HayleighElizabeth
She was ten.
This was when I first met her.
I always wanted a big sister.
She would sit on my bed and tell me she hated mum.
I looked up to her so I decided to hate dad.
When I was seven.
she was eleven.
We had just got a baby brother.
This distracted her greatly.
This allowed my mind to wonder.
For a dad that wasn't there.
When I was nine.
She was thirteen.
She told me about the boy who touched her boob.
This brought back memories I didn't even know I had.
This was the year she left with her dad.
When I was twelve.
She was sixteen.
She had given her virginity to a boy.
The boy had told her he loved her.
She found herself having to have an abortion.
When I was sixteen.
She was twenty.
She gave herself over to men.
Time after time. Again and again.
She was trying to fill a void.
So was I.
When I was eighteen.
She was twenty two.
I admired her so much even though she was a disaster.
So I too, gave myself to the first m
Where to find me
I could complicate it but I wont.